Fix You

Now I'm normally not someone who compares their life to a song but this song perfectly describes different aspects of my life. Some past an some present. I've never been good enough for my dad. He wanted me to be the boy he desired but never got. Even though I'm all grown I still feel like I'm not good enough. Even though I haven't seen my dad in eight years I still feel the pressures. And it weighs me down.

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.