Dark Nights

I love the dark nights; you can come home, shut the curtains and forget the world outside. I love walking in the dark too, you feel invisible.

Just as well I think that as I cried all the way home. It's been a huge effort today.
Didn't start too well, having a panic attack as I turned into my works street. Found it hard to keep it together throughout the day. My chest hurts, my heart is racing and I feel so agitated. Then I go all numb and feel vacant.

I sound like a broken record, just ignore me.