Outstanding

Of all the leaves on all the beach - and there were a lotta lotta leaves (big winds and rain) - this one stood out. I fancied it had a sort of presence.

Last night I dreamt that I was being carried to my deathbed ( a hospice or suchlike) through throngs of people I had known, friends and acquaintances both. I was smiling, laughing and waving gaily as if I was going on the best trip you could ever imagine.

It's left me with a feeling of deep joy and the realisation that since we are all going to die anyway it's kinda crazy not to have that attitude to everything en route. Why wait for death to enjoy the trip?


#am swimming