Honey Lemon Water

Sure it's been standing there for 9 hours, but you get the idea.

It's my girlfriends favorite drink. It's pretty good, but I only bother making it because she likes it.

I've been doing all this back bliping to keep myself busy, occupied, distracted mostly. Things between us have been so rocky lately. We're having a hard time with this long distance relationship. We still hardly know each other. We've thrown ourselves into the unknown, taken a huge chance, and it's hard to do anything about it. Either we cope with a sh!tty situation or we end it. It's wearing us down. We don't trust each other. We've got doubts, heavy doubts that weigh us down. I don't know. Maybe I'm taking it worse than she is. Things have been just as hard on her as they've been on me. Maybe harder. I don't give her enough slack for that. I fought with her on the phone today. I might have f£$%ed everything up for good. I think she's getting fed up with all of this. Maybe it just isn't worth it. I don't know. I hope I haven't screwed it up forever.