She wants me to sit down all day!

I have had a proper lazy day today! I've spent it all reading. I ran round the house this morning and then sat and read a very interesting book about euthanasia. It's challenging me and I will really enjoy this essay I think.

I'm wanting to write my dissertation on the ethics around fertility treatments as it's something I have real issues with. My daughter wouldn't be here without them but so much of it goes against everything I believe in but at the time I was so focused on my desire to have a baby I forgot about them! Now we are considering a sibling there is just something that doesn't feel right and so I doubt that I will start treatments again. And it breaks my heart saying that as Charlotte wants a sibling as much as I want to give her one! I also think if it was going to happen the old fashioned way it would have by now!

Anyway enough of that! Essay is being written tomorrow, I'm enjoying a lazy night watching tv and Maisie is sat on my lap keeping me company. Tomorrow I am having a run then going shopping. I have to squeeze everything into tomorrow because Charlotte is off school on Thursday due to the strike and then I'm having Billie on Friday.