what's inside my head?

... I'm absolutely shocked with the pedophile news in Polish Catholic church AGAIN today and in the recent weeks it's absolutely revolting! I'm trying to raise my kids in catholicism but I'm really struggling, I've been raised one, have a faith in something I'm still trying to understand the whole concept of religion, but really? How can I trust sending my kids to the church (even if occasionally when needed) and be assured NONE of those ugly things will ever happen to them? Urrrrggghhhhh
(rant over, but I know I will get sleepless night)

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