grave..

Today I had my echo of my abdomen. They found out that my right kidney is larger, swollen. The doctor called me to tell me I have to go to an Urologist tomorrow.. Because i have a kidney stenose... It had to be treathen because otherwise you can get necrosis of the kidney.. I feel so bad !! Because I maybe need a surgery.... And I have a lot of cramps in my bladder right now and i feel so bad... I think its terrible.. I dont really want this. I want to focus on school without being sick..

And when I wanted to show my sister how the little hamster looks like with the hair and stuff, i found out she was dead... Its terrible !! I thought she was doing well because she finally had hair !! She looked so good ! And now she is dead... My dad came over to bury her... :(

What a terrible day !! nothing more to say about it...