Helpless

is how I'm feeling. I'd give anything to have Natalie here again, to help me do what needs to be done to rid this place of bed bugs.  As I'm on my own, I'm feeling overwhelmed.  I've gotten a notice saying they will come in for "pest control" once again and I'm hoping to find out what they are actually doing when they come.  I'll be going to the meeting about pest control tomorrow morning before dialysis and hope to have some answers then.

I'd like to just chuck it all and run away.

Here is a wall hanging outside an apartment doorway.