Light and memories

Yesterday I took down the condolence and sympathy cards inspired by Kendall’s description of Buddhist rituals following death lasting 49 days. I have kept them all but it felt right put them away now as Folkie lives on without the need for reminders of her death.

This morning following Booky Goatherd Blip about Folkies playlist I listened to some of the playlist while reading her Blips and enjoying her voice springing from my screen. There were tears of course for what I’d missed but also smiles and laughter. Cleaning and sorting out at Folkie’s this afternoon before the estate agent comes on Friday. I listened to podcasts there so as not to get too emotional but at the end of it all I spent some time sitting and looking at her favourite spot in the sun and feeling grateful to have known and loved such a wonderful woman. I miss her deeply and am glad there are many years of her Blips to look over.