Trauma

Remember when he had just turned 1 literally a few weeks beforehand.  And i was admitted to the hospital with appendicitis.  And after 5 days when I got home this wee jedi didn't come near me for over a week. And his health visitor said he suffered trauma. Trauma that I was there one moment and gone the next. This time is no different.  He has cried for the whole week I've been home. The last few days he has broken his heart and told me not to ever go back to a hospital again. 
This morning I went back up to bed for a few hours as I didn't sleep again last night and he kept coming in my room and lying beside me and giving me cuddles telling me not to leave him. 

I said to Mr R he could go to work today for 4 hours and catch up on some of the things he's missed out on this last month. Well he's still there 5 hours later. 

I'm not having a good day pain wise. I sat and sorted out lincolns school uniform drawer and sorted uniform for Carson. And that's literally all I've done but it's been too much.  

Sorry I haven't caught up with you all.