For Sale

Not on here but it is.

Like the house and other things that will follow.

We were in town a couple of days ago and went into an estate agent. Things changed pretty rapidly after that.  The biggest was the decision to move sooner rather than later. We’ve even found what might be our next home (I can see it from the bottom of the garden).

Fibro is the driver in this. I’m in a pretty bad place just now. It’s a pretty dark place. And our current home is just too much to deal with. I need something smaller, easier to manage and a house that’s much better at keeping warm in the winter. And yes I do wear multiple layers, body warmers and coats to try and keep warm in the house but that just doesn’t work. I’ve become to hate winters here. That was the reason we went to Spain earlier in the year. That didn’t quite work but we tried.

The problem of course is fibro. I’m writing this as a backblip and can say this but today was a bad day both mentally and physically. An “I would be happy to die” day. Mood and energy levels very low.

So my problem is how to manage the work that’s needed and the stress that’s to follow to get me out of here to where I hope will help to lift the black cloud I’m under.  This is not good for me or V. The house and especially the garden are just too much.