Sighs of relief

Saw consultant at hospital yesterday. No change in lung scarring or nodules and no new cancer. Head ok too!
She’s really pleased but no promises for outlook as it’s such an agressive variety. We did discuss end of life care too but no need for any such plans gor at least 3 months when I’ll have next scan and consultation,
I feel a bit deflated! Been so anxious about it. And the issues which are restricting my life a lot are unconnected.
Still, onwards, if not upwards.