Monday

Back to Pilates this morning, which I didn't really enjoy. I'm feeling quite low and I was anxious about my review this afternoon. There were lots of very weird positions today and it didn't quite flow. 
Took this blip in the rain/snow up to my review meeting with J and the coordinator K. 
J messages K after we meet so she knows  how things are going and knew about the volunteering meeting last week. We spoke about it again, I got upset and they both said the same; no one but myself is  pressurising me to do anything. K spoke about what courses I could do to help, through Health in Mind and a drop in support group I could go to. Then however along the line rethink volunteering. I still don't know......
We had a good chat and it was nice being in a group of three chatting for a bit. K left after I filled in a review sheet, and J and I stayed a bit extra for chat. 
Home, put the heating on, it was freezing. Then opened my emails to see one from the health and wellbeing team at Volunteer Edinburgh, inviting me in on Thurs for a chat. Aaah! 

Now at S and K's after taking L to football training and now watching Harris . S and K are loosing their tenants after 13yrs and need to go do an inventory.  Poor Lewis is going to be baltic