Surprised

I looked up and around and noticed that I was all alone in the gym. I hadn’t noticed that everyone had left. Now the little lady with the blond hair came to me and told me that she was locking the doors in three minutes….
I hadn’t noticed being so totally in thoughts- actually a nice place to be.
My nights start to be interrupted by worries. What will happen to us when we will not get anymore social security? Or when our health insurance cannot pay the bills of the doctors?