Evening walk EB

I was at work today. Had a really nice shift with the P who transferred to our ward. Then S came and the mood totally changed. I came home nearly crying. I texted a bit with the "old" P as we have plans to see next week. She just commented that apparently they treat everyone equally shitty.

I'm too emotional to get into details now. Maybe I'll have strength to explain / make sense of it all. Maybe I will will see more clearly after I sleep few nights. Or after I get to see P. Or I don't at all.