Sunrise through Aimee's window

Since being retired I don't often see the sunrise, but I was making a cup of tea around 7.30 this morning and the sky looked beautiful.  I went into Aimee's room and said good morning to her and opened the window to the view.  Still chilly though.  I wasn't in a rush to get up and re-watched the funeral films and also decided to watch the funeral which James had downloaded and sent to me.  I wanted to hear my Brother's Eulogy again and No.2 and JC's tribute, I was sobbing and so sad.  Strange but it seems like a necessary validation of grief - if you are not crying and just getting on with life you are not sad and grieving ??  But I know this is not true and grief comes in many ways and life has to go on - you can't just hide and give up?  I miss Aimee every single day.

OH played golf and I took myself off for a long walk listening to a couple of podcasts.  Home for a shower and determined to do OH's tax return.  Why is nothing straightforward?!  I logged on, but the Govt. Gateway information wasn't correct.........long story short, I realised that the amazing Google was defaulting to my log in despite me over typing it?  Two phone calls to HMRC and 40 minutes later I was advised to download another browser and log in from Firefox ......it worked and return only took a short while and was a good result - £150 tax return due!!

Day done