Out of words

I'm exhausted. Slept for 9 hours (interrupted sleep, but still a long night), did not restore my energy.

Yesterday I found out so many things at work, that my head is spinning. Nothing positive. It did make me feel free and better about gigging and not having a solid contract. None of the stuff was good and I think that if I did write it down here, I would have to lock my profile. It really isn't good.No one is in danger or anything like that, but I have signed an NDA, so...

I'm staring to think I'm like medically exhausted, not just tired. The last 2 months working and clearing so many courses, just took me down. I don't feel depressed, just very very tired, to the bone. I knew it was too much, but it was demanded, so I did what I had to do. And now I pay the price.



Well, it's off to bed early as I have two morning shifts ahead. Rise and "shine" at 5 am. Or most likely around 3 or 4 am, as usual. I think I need to just take evening shifts for a while.... But I have to do the shifts I have committed to already last year.