Cute Gift

My husband and daughter pose with a shirt that says, "Awesome like my daughter". Very cute.

We had a $25 limit gift exchange tonight. It was fun and a nice distraction from my feelings of.....hmmm,, I don't even know what I am feeling. Guilt for not wanting to be a part of gift giving,,,no ideas of what people would like...discouraged by ....simple and complicated problems...sorry, I perhaps should be quiet and only think of gratitude and blessings...there are many to dwell on today. 
1.My son is doing okay with his cancer treatment.
2.Ellie was delightful and happy at our family gathering 
3. Ellie's mom didn't disrupt the family today, she left town with a boyfriend.
4. I am well loved.
5. Family members have made food and welcomed me into family gatherings. I have done nothing.
6. I am basically healthy. My pain is minimal.

I am still disappointed in myself.