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for the Christmas presents I'm giving to the staff at our ward. Made those few days ago.

I've been more ill today. The cold symptoms are back. I hope I can manage 3 more days at work and then I'll have 4 off.

I've had a very discouraging day. It seems that all the paperwork will take such long time that the next course that I could start in, is from August. Yep. Oh, there is one that required working for free for 2 years starting in April, so no I'm not gonna do that.

I was congratulated on my success with the studies so far, but right now it feels like such an unnecessary stage in my life. Which more likely is a one big reason for my stuck-on-me-cold.

I'm sure all this will find it's way to sort out, but right now I feel f***n cheated and pushed and unnecessarily pressured. And I need to be sad and angry for few days,  and then I can move on.

I will continue to do gigs and just wait and see what will happen.