We went shopping!

Now I have a harness for Willow! Unfortunately, two bits were too short, and I have to wait a few more days for the replacement. 

Willi sure was confused about the blinkers. Not a fan, I would say. My friend said I do not necessarily need them. I will see. We are taking it slowly anyway. 

I am concerned about my health. I have been losing weight — which is good, but it comes with constant diarrhea for weeks now, often feeling nauseous. And I so frequently feel so terribly exhausted. Usually, when I am with Willow, the feeling lightens after a bit, but as soon as I am home, I'm usually crawling into bed. Everything seems so heavy on my shoulders. Sometimes I feel like I cannot get up anymore as it takes too much effort. 

I am supposed to be off work next week, but the weather is predicted to be so bad that I think about rather have the week off another time. But on the other hand, I might need to rest and be quiet?