Garden collage

Hospital this morning for blood tests and a check up.  I had a call from my other consultant this morning too (the one who looked after me before I joined the clinical trial).  Apparently my insurance company wrote to him to ask him to explain the likely future monitoring and what the treatment pathway would be if the cancer comes back.  He said it was a strange letter to receive and he wasn't going to reply to it unless they contact him again as it was talking about hypothetical scenarios.  It really triggered me.   I've been in a bubble this last month feeling OK and had buried that worry in the back of my mind, but that conversation brought it right back.  

I got home earlier than expected so I went to the gym and enjoyed that.  Then I took my car to the garage and then back home for an hour before collecting the girls.  

Photo is just a collage of bits from my garden this afternoon. 

Spent all evening doing my cross stitch to an audio book to stop myself thinking and it has stopped me spiralling into a big worry.