platt fields

today was a random day and it certainly gave me some perspective and lots to think about. not sure what it was with the people i saw, but everyone seemed to be talking about really personal things with me including the difficulties and suffering involved with prostrate cancer, having to make decisions now about when your husband dies, not speaking to your siblings for many years causing you to spend lots of time by yourself, fear of leaving your house because it is so unsafe where you live and also that the estate is infested with mice and cockroaches, and starting to tell people about your hiv diagnosis as well as the issues relating to finding someone you really love and the condom splitting :-(