bus blip

Went to my parents tonight, I'm told Dad was the best he's been all week so I feel honoured but also a bit guilty that I'm not there for the bad times.
Mum and I had a secret cry in the kitchen about her cousin who is very poorly and it has brought back memories of the last couple of days with my Nan. I've had a sinus headache ever since, the bus back home along the fields was pretty and now I'm being very lame about putting away my laundry. just want to sleep!