Unsuccessful attempts….

At getting things ready for the charity shop . Problem is she kept finding things that she had forgotten about and ended up wearing it all declaring that she was DEFINITELY going to wear this … and this … and this .. and so it went on .
We’ve been talking about her Dad , I didn’t bring it up the little ones did , her and Joe … asking if we used to get drunk together. I told them some of the milder funny stories from when I met their uncle Jim in 1995 and then got introduced to his unhinged nut case of an older brother … I did not actually tell the kids he was absolutely mental .. in July it will be 2 years since Paul died . That’s gone so very quickly.
I try VERY hard to think of the few happy times with my brother in law but it’s tricky because they were few and often it all ended in a rage . Alcohol and drugs are the bain of humans existence .

ANYWAY … I love being with the ferals and we made a 22 second creepy black and white film …