Am I still whole?

It's early Thursday morning and I had a much needed get together with my neighbours last night.
 
I drank more than they did by quite a long way.
 
I need a holiday. I am getting one soon.
 
I was hurt last week by a surgical registrar who examined me and caused me pain without apology.
 
I coped well throughout my cancer journey but last week after the painful consultation have proved very difficult.
 
To be hurt without warning or consent is an awful thing.
 
When I had a meeting with Macmillan recently, they told me the incidents of PTSD after breast surgery are high.
 
Maybe that's what I am experiencing?