Descent

Today I have done some lovely things. I went out to play with friends I've not seen in an age, I've been to a park, eaten bacon pancakes, had londontown adventures, been to a friend's art show. But it's been an awful day to be me. I've upset a whole bunch of people (not with any of the above) and mostly that's been me. I get so frustrated and angry, mostly with being a perfectionist who is nowhere near to perfection - today has had so many things I could have done, things I should not have done, things I let slide, things I said without meaning, things I really really should have said. I can't do anything about it though. As I journeyed home, exhausted and angry and upset, I found myself absorbed in the comforting (and yet alarming) world of tube journeys and could only wish that more things could be as simple as getting off your train and changing lines.

But tomorrow is another day.