Thursday

Up so early, so did a Pilates session online then lunch and walked up. Passed the large Edinburgh University building. 
So many emotions in one hour and she noticed me slipping before I did. Slowing down stopping nothing is moving its not real its a.dream I am a different person I am not real I can't feel.my body its there head is all fuzzy floaty  banging my head telling me to stop its not real.