Buming hard

Today has been a tough day and i think i have a lot of them to go before i feel even slightly better. everyone has been very supportive but i still take all of the blame in my head for what happened.

didn't get much sleep last night and what sleep i did i kept dreaming of her getting crushed by my car how i keep blaming myself though no one else does.

i have to blip for myself i have been bad recently but i have to take note of these days the days i lost her...

i think iv taken the shot above but my heart isnt in it