Didn't

finish the owls. Hopefully I will tomorrow.

I got the call from the doctor this morning and I'm so tired of the whole situation. He was better in many ways over the phone. He listened and said that my diagnosis is completely believable / possible.

As I tore my leg again yesterday and had a really bad night. I actually had to lift my leg with hands to change sleeping position, it just hurt too much to try to move it using the leg. So the doctor told me that he'd give me something stronger for the pain. I was too tired of the situation to even ask what kind of pills he gave me. I checked the app later and saw that he gave me medicine that I have in my medicine cabinet, which does not work on me at all. (Also it's addictive medicine: paracetamol, codeine phosphate hemihydrate, so I'm glad it's not working on me) So that did not solve anything.



I'll see the physio on Tuesday and after that I'll talk with the doctor again. He continued my sick leave. I'll get the paper on Tuesday too, so I don't know for how long I have it.



If I have what I think the Baker's cyst caused by (LCL) tear (lateral collateral ligament tear) it might take 6 to 9 months to heal (depending on tear level) . I just don't know how to hold my head before Tuesday. I think I'm under too much considering I haven't lived or slept without pain for about 5 or 6 weeks now. It's all just getting too much at the moment.



Somehow the doctor got under my skin again and I can't get him out of my head. I hope tonight will do the trick.



Trees are bare again.