everything hurts

I thought I was better, I thought I was strong, but after a day like today, I have been proved to be wrong.

Today is the day that our lives were supposed to be turned upside down with full on baby craziness, but alas it has just been a sad day to remember what will never be. It's weird how fixed a date can become in your head so when I woke up today it was with a heavy heart for the coming day.

My blip for today is for our twins who were part of our lives for a short time but have left a lifelong love for us to remember.