Wednesday

So predictable and so preventable.  As before, we found one of the wet joists above the shower where the rainwater appears to be getting in - this is not necessarily the actual (or only) source - but this is one visible point where the rain is collecting and then traveling around the encasement of the fan and out via that route into 2 buckets I placed underneath since Monday evening.  The roofer was here Tuesday, he will be here again Thursday.  As Scott tore out the ceiling and insulation he'd only just installed, the list of if onlys scroll through my mind:

If only the board had replaced the roof as advised
If only I wasn't having to go through this again
If only I didn't have to cancel our flights for Saturday and all our plans next week (the need for escape feeling more urgent than ever)
If only I can find an attitude adjustment, somewhere, and quickly, to get through the next few weeks (months?) regarding this situation...

To quote Scott:  Ugh, this really, really sucks.