The light of realisation

I'm coming to another crossroad where I have to make decisions about what I'm doing with my life. I tend to get impatient and a bit angsty at these moments, wanting details and organisation and everything to be all planned. But that's not how it works, and after wrestling with it for a couple of days I last night asked a friend to shout at me via God. Message is now received. Stop hankering and worrying, it's all going to work out wonderfully. God took my request literally - this evening the spontaneous sharing spot, the sermon, the prayers, plus the youth talk after church were all very pointedly addressing different aspects of my impatience.

Thanks God, I know you have it all under control, and you'd think I'd have learnt that by now, but sometimes I just get carried away in my excitement to know what's next. But you still put up with me, and that's magnificent.