Relief

That's what I have felt most today.

Relief that after seeing Billy today he is looking and sounding sooooo much better. It was so good to see it and so good to see him :) He was pleased that Asha & Caitlin came to see him too :)

Relief that they have finally decided what's wrong. It's pneumonia & septicemia which isn't anything to be relieved about but they can now tailor the meds to really get him well :)

Relief that I have got some absolutely incredibly friends - Liz who drove us to the hospital today and has offered taxi services whenever I need it & Jo who has Arwen after school until I get back from the hospital and has been a rock.