Too good to go

I am a huge fan of the too good to go app. It allows you to buy food that would otherwise be thrown away at a huge discount. A lot of restaurants and supermarkets participate in it.

Today we got Toby Carvery for the first time. The two cost me just over £5 and I’ve just plated up 4 meals worth from it. Two have gone in the freezer and we will have the others tomorrow for dinner. You can’t collect them until 9pm at Toby.

Today I watched the football. It’s a shame we lost but the girls have done us so proud! I am glad they’ve done better than the men did!

I’m not in a great place mentally at the moment. I just always feel like I’m about to burst into tears. I am lacking in energy and enthusiasm. I have cleaned and done what I have needed to do but I am struggling. I don’t want to undo the progress I have made but it isn’t easy.

I did sit down today and make a list of everything I need to do in each room of the house. I’m putting together a folder to help me organise things. I have written a shopping list and I’ve decided that every single room in the house is being sorted over the next 2 years. By sorted I mean decorated and I’m doing a new kitchen and new bathroom.

Hopefully having a nicer house will motivate me to keep it clean and tidy and will improve my mental health as well. We will see.

The teenager is now home so the house isn’t silent anymore. I think that will help. If I’m honest I think not having her here has probably been the main trigger for my recent deterioration.