Black summer

My summer truth to be told is quite hard right now and it will be for a while. I am not sure right now if this life is easy enough to live. I have been living my life for many many years living for someone else than me, and worshipped him more than my own life. Now I just have to struggle with the fact that this world is hard to live on.

The darkness in my mind and in my thoughts can bee seen in my pictures perhaps. This is a black flower that I found, almost in a shape of a heart.