Out with the old…….

Boiler! I’ve been uptight all day. The boiler came out and new one went in easily, but do I remember what he told me oh how to work it? No! So I won’t have clue when the winter comes! On top of that, B had boxed the old one in, cutting it out around the pipes etc, which now doesn’t fit at all, so I have an eyesore of pipes, bare concrete and a couple of broken tiles, presumably from when the previous one went in! I’ve placed the microwave in front of it for now, but will need to find someone to help me out. 

Michaele got her results today, definitely not what she or any of us were hoping for. Surgery now in a couple of weeks. My heart goes out to her, because she is being so stoic ( well to me she is) but I know she must be quaking at the thought, never having been I’ll before or had any kind of surgery. I have no doubt that it will be a positive outcome, but not a pleasant journey to get there. 

As well today Jason underwent his surgery, which although will save his life, results in another life long complication. 

So much sadness, it makes me ashamed of my own selfishness and inability to be more positive.