Testing My cynicism

When i was in my early twenties i visited this place quite a few times, its the golden dome in the Maharishi European Sidhaland, also known as Skelmersdale. I had studied TM for a number of years and actively practised it for about 5 years.

I had a meeting near there today so popped across and had a strange feeling that middle aged cynicism had replaced that youthful enthusiasm ...

... but then i remembered how i just got really irritated by people with "hey i care" faces who used their fingers to make quotation marks in the air when they spoke.


ps: having said that i did meditate for the first time in 15 years and irritatingly it felt really good