G'day swannie!

Not really. It was a very difficult day. 

Our gorgeous, handsome, loyal boy (Caesar, our GSD) went to have tests and scans at a specialist centre so that we have a clear picture of what is underlying his rapid deterioration. 
As a result, we went for a longer walk with little Bruno (JRT) down to the duckpond where we saw this swan. I used to walk here daily with both of them but Caesar just can't make it this far any more. 
Both Andrew & I are really struggling with seeing Caesar like this (especially as he is fine within himself) and with coming to terms with what is happening in his body and decisions we will have to make. We seem to be taking it in turns to be strong /break down at different moments in the day :-( 

When I came home from my afternoon/evening appointments, he was safely home with Andrew but very drowsy from the anaesthetic. Despite being in discomfort and totally spaced out, he still got up and dragged himself to the door to greet me.. then flopped down again (see extra). He is the most faithful, devoted soul I have ever known, and will ever know, and I am so lucky to have him and be loved by him. The team of vets/ nurses today loved him, naturally!!! 

I can't put into words the depth of the bond between humans and doggies and the love and attachment that is like no other...as so many of you know only too well!  I know blippers will understand! My heart is breaking. 

Also, thank Goodness for pet insurance.