Thursday

I could not be bothered with the camera today, not in the mood, so a quick shot out the window before I closed the curtains. 

I have no anti depressants in me, the old ones are not in my system anymore and the new ones haven't kicked in yet. I am feeling awful. Therapy was talking about my dissociation and her thoughts of maybe there  is another part of me trying to come through. The conversation turned to what I wanted out of therapy and what is the plan. Not what I was expecting. 

In a dark place tonight