Not my forte

Ask me to speak to a room full of 100 people and deliver some training and I am fine. Ask me to buy some flowers to present to someone and I go to jelly. I've managed to arrange a couple of large bunches of flowers into a much bigger bunch. I've wrapped it in transparent plastic and white tissue paper and rather amateurishly stuck a load of starry holographic tape around the bottom. I'm hoping I see my way into the Cathedral tomorrow I need a bit of calm contemplation in my life- if so this blip may change.