Third boozy blip in a row

Uh oh
This is medicinal. Sloe gin. It tastes a bit like cough medicine and is doing what I need it to do.
F*****g hell.
We have just had the worst 24 hours with Littlest for a long long time.
Screaming, shouting, gagging, 'can't breathe', angry, distraught, hitting himself, tantruming over irrational, illogical things. Over sensitivity to smell being key. 'I don't want that now it's been breathed on by ...', 'you touched that then my top, i dont want to wear it now' etc.
So so so exhausting.
He has had a tiring weekend and has been hungry (due to eating issues) and I think there is a growth spurt doubling the effects of the other two.
So. Hard.
I don't know what to do any more. There are so many issues to correct, encourage, reward, cajole, chastise all at once - behavioural, other stuff.. I don't know whether I'm coming or going so I can't blame his poor 5 year old brain for short circuiting and turning him into Jekyll and Hyde.

I'm shattered. I'm going to drink my sloe gin in front of Dr Who and try to switch off.
After all. It's all going to start up again in the morning..

Oh and I signed up for Weight Watchers online earlier so I won't be able to comfort eat or drink next week.

sorry for blaaaaaaahing all that out

Hope you had a lovely weekend :)