Saturday

I had a penultimate hospital visit this morning, not that I knew that, until  this morning. Was a shock and I don't think I am ready for that. They were rather abrupt this morning, wasn't a very good hour. 
I am finding the nights the hardest and where some CPN''s tell me to take the meds to get through it , some tell me not to and work through it. They make me sleep for hours which is good but it makes me sleep half the next day away too and I'm told not to do that as it won't get me out of feeling this way. I wish they would all say the same thing to me. 

Much later I wandered along the walk way to the supermarket and got soaked as this mornings snow turned into rain.