Raindrops

It's been five days since my birthday. My motivation to blip has dwindled. Once you miss a few days trying to catch up is just so much work. Woke up several times last night. It was like bad dream after the next. At least the rain woke me up so I could move my padded chair indoors. Don't want to get that all soppy wet. I just need to relax. The pressure of uncertainty has been killing me. Once I get a final decision on my programs I think I'll start to feel better.