Overwhelming

Feeling an emotional bucket of restless chaos.

Today is my brother Jim's birthday, I miss him everyday. It is been 10 years already & what have I done with myself? I so need to get my act together & be less chaos mess & more creative.

I bought myself 2 bunches of flowers.

One for Jim (who was a teacher) & the roses in memory of Dr Peter Coshan, a retired Biology Teacher, still missing believed murdered.

Totally overwhelmed today, only a short walk to the shops, I have flowers, chocolate & foodie stuff & milk for builder's (gardeners') tea.

Gardener & team coming tomorrow, then I can chill the weekend!