Doing a Dawn

It’s Mother’s Day.
Can’t be with Joey today, as both A and E are sick. E curled up next to me on the couch and fell asleep, which is just unheard of.
J is dealing with his sadness by organising things. I just don’t want to deal with the logistics today. I’m finding it hard to breathe. Had to get out of the house, so had a long walk in the dark.

[writing this two months after the fact]