Control Room

Feeling very out of control both mentally and physically today. My mood has been terrible and there's no telling what the cause may be. There is so much going on with me at the moment medically and with my family and such, it's likely just the combination of all of it.

Regardless, I find it incredibly frustrating to not be in control of my emotions. I'm not ranting and screaming all day (ok, maybe part of the day!), and for the most part it is more of an inner process... but still, there are definitely moments where I think I'm about one dog bark, hot flash or stubbed toe away from a padded room.