The end of a difficult day.

The 20th April has always been 'one of those days' for 35 years now. It's the date I had my eldest child. Six days later he was taken from my arms. He became my long lost child, for whom I grieved for.

Eight years ago we found each other the reunion is etched on my soul. We have a great relationship.

Three years ago today, my son in law took his own life. We will never really know why.

Today has been a difficult day.