Vent

These are the flowers that Laura was bought for her birthday. They smell amazing and are cheering up our apartment in these last days.

Today I had one lesson in the afternoon. The rest of the day was left wondering what I was doing with my life. Applied for jobs without any hope of getting one.

I wanted to see Hati and Dom and Shadi and Rebekah to say goodbye, but they never replied to my message. So I guess I might never see them again, what a weird feeling. I hate saying goodbye, but I hate not saying goodbye more.

Rarely felt more alone than I do at the moment. Perhaps I made the wrong choice to stay here after everyone I know has left.

I'm pretty sure I'm just tired and moany. Maybe tonight is not a good night to sort out things that have needed to be said for a while.
Maybe it's the best time...