Grebe

In the harbor at my dad's place.
The grebe does have a girl(or boy-)friend. But he or she wasn't around.
Maybe building a nest somewhere...
Last thursday we cremated my mom, who died last Friday ( 29/3/2013)
I'm still feeling lost in feelings I didn't know I could feel or even had in me.
Lost in anger, dissapointment, disbelieve, sadness....