Dismal

Dreich. No other word for it. 
I had to go out and get some replacement lightbulbs for my bathroom. I got soaked walking through the park and back again.
I've stayed inside since.

K sounds down. We have our call later which means she has cancelled meeting her mother again. She's not seen her since before the pandemic. 
And now she sounds unsure when I mention my late-April visit. 

I'm not sure that K is ever going to be ready to emerge from her own personal lockdown. I'm obviously quietly concerned I might never get to see K in person again.
This pandemic has caused so much damage to physical and mental health, as well as all the economic damage to livelihoods *sigh*